sad._.

i'm mad at myself . not you!

i'm mad for always being nice ,always apologizing for things i didn't do .

for getting attached ,for making you my life ,depending on you .

wasting my time on you ,thinking about you .

forgiving you ,wishing for you ,dreaming of you

but most of all ,for not hating you

which i know i should...

BUT I JUST CAN'T! :")